body/baal

if the undoing of my body is the doing of my spirit, then i shall be undone. this body is a cross, and how i wish i could rid myself, of its weight. surely wood might be easier to bear. idols of wood and stone we do not worship. Baal has been formed from, blushed … Continue reading body/baal

What I Learned In 2019

2019. WHAT A FREAKING YEAR. Hills and valleys doesn't quite seem to do it justice. To say that I was ecstatic to raise my glass and ring in the new year last week is an understatement. I was done with 2019. Done. Was it really that bad? Probably not. At least, not as bad as … Continue reading What I Learned In 2019

ambivalence

the wheel turns, the chandelier swings, and chains only break when mad men decide to break them. life isn't some sort of gambler's paradise, nor is it a puppet show. life isn't linear, it's cyclical, tumultuous, and ambivalent. no donkey interpreted the words of the angel for me, i was the donkey. the prophet beat … Continue reading ambivalence